ParentTalk

I have to admit . talking to your parents and grandparent with nothing to hide . is one of the best . sharing them your experience . but I didn't get to tell everything . couz he needed to go back to work I guess ? but I really always feel better when talking to them to be honest . now I feel a lot more happy I guess ? (: especially now that I can talk to lola :D I have to admit . when I was younger well even now . she is one who I respect of highly . its kinda one of the best feeling actually . to have a casual conversation with lola i mean (: anyways . I kinda felt bad that I had the conversation that involves money again -__- I just really feel worse about my book . and I really need it . I also told them about Michaella wanting to be a Mapúan as well as a MAS student . it was my influence anyway so I was the one responsible in telling them . based on Michaella's wishes . It would kinda be better to have my sister on my school again . I miss seeing a sister at school :)) its been 4 years ? I'm always alone in a new school ._. anyways . to be honest I want more conversations with them . I just cant find the time . or I don't know what to share . most of the time we only talk about my sister . but to be honest they have more conversations with Madison more than me . I kinda always get tired when I get home so I don't talk much here . asdfghjkl; . what am i saying ? I really don't talk much -___- anyways . I miss all of them there . I wish I can talk to them more and talk more . maybe even about problems . I normally don't talk about problems to people here at home . couz maybe i'm not comfortable . only Michaella . i've got no other outlets :(