its been only 2 weeks but I feel like its been 2 months . I normally don't complain . but this time . stress is here . up to now . I am still freakin not used to it . this kind of stress is also quite different of the past . this time also have to face my fear everyday . Agoraphobia . Its not something to be proud of . I feel like vomiting at school sometimes . but I try my best not to . It would lessen my fear if we had uniforms or something . but that place is like for the mass . people wear different colors with different streaks of styles . all those colors are so vivid and wild that everyday I feel like I am going to be part of the commotion . I hate that . it makes me sick everyday . people there are also noisy and rude . argh gotta stop this drama . anyway . I decided to change something concerning my lifestyle . Since I travel for 2 hours from school to here . I always get here in an awfully tired state . I decided to do all things concerning school . at school alone . like homeworks . unfinished seatworks and the likes of hateful stuff at home . I think resting time should do me good here . and besides . I only want to read at home now a days . it makes me feel better after a long travel and hard day to go through everyday . after TThS days . I need hibernation . I need rest . its really annoying to be at Manila anyways . esp SM Manila . it is also a depot of people . its more annoying to be there than to be at school . its not like people there wear different things . its more awful to be there anyways . anyways I gotta go now I guess . I wanna prepare couz I wanna go see sis now . at least I wont receive hurtful words when I see her
ILikeDragonfliesBetterThanButterflies.
No comments:
Post a Comment