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I am terribly sorry for not being able to blog for the past days . I will now state my excuses again . number 1 is exhaustion . number 2 is the net got jammed last monday and returned only yesterday . so anyways . when I was about to blog last monday . the net got lost for the electrical reason i think . anyways . Monday was interesting . it was kinda our first time to be at SM Manila together . I meant me and the other guys . except Kim always goes home without us . and Mahr had to go home early . to be honest I really didn't want to enter SM Manila . I feel like cursing the place for being so near our school . its not like SMol anymore . at least I had to walk and ride before I actually get there . but Justin made me realize something earlier . SM Manila can now actually just be called as a canteen or something . he made me notice most of the stalls were only for food . anyways its easier to keep up with them laughing too much if we weren't crowded or something . college is now more interesting now that i have them . I mean Princess, Carlo, Justin, Kim, Mahr, Efh and Melai . I think I should do more for college . but the thing is . when I get home . almost all my energy is used up . its like . everything I do now is for school . its really annoying . all I can do now at home is read and do my assignments . I can't even concentrate on making them ._. anyways . I noticed almost all universities are now having mid terms . except us of course . I wish them luck and good fortune . They will do their best of course (: anyways . I want to say . I have been awful to someone lately . and it makes me feel worse that I don't want to be with him as well . I still can't manage to like his attitude towards me . I really hate the kind of attention he gives me . like what I always do . if I don't like something . I really wouldn't like it . especially with the me getting way to stressed a lot . anyways . I realized I don't want to be have anything to do with him anymore . I feel bad that I always keep hurting his feeling and getting him worked up for nothing . and also he gets too worried about me . well there basically isn't anything to get worried about but the part where i get stressed a lot . its not like stress is new or something . its just a whole different kind of stress . stress physically ? I've been stressed psychologically and mentally a lot before . but now ? I have traveling to bother me now . look at me now O.o I now bear pimples on my face :)) haha . anyways . i'll find a way . btw . I still don't have books and a binder :)) I am awfully poor :)) anyways I have to go . I need to prepare now . I have a class at 1 and I guess I'll be leaving at 1O ? or 1O.3O I guess . I just realized I haven't eaten anything yet :)) haha I hope to maintain my blog . I'm awfully sorry for not being able to blog T.T It is against my will

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