LanguageBlues

I am just weirded out . My sister is somehow fluent now in her new language . She had started about April I guess ? I am somehow jealous . She can practice the language she wants . Whilst moi, I get weird looks everywhere whenever I mouth some words I am trying to learn . I want to have someone to communicate with and try to speak to :( sister has papa, mama and nanay and some other people in that country! I don't have anyone here ~.~ anyways . I realized that is one factor in learning easier a language . She also goes to school there as well using that language as its native . See what I mean ? anyways . This isn't a hate post for my sister . I just wish I had someone to talk to and learn Japanese with . thats all :( anyways I'll try to post later the things I did in Mendez last All Saint's Day . I just got too busy these past few weeks . anyways I'm posting it later couz I need to do my homework . じゃまったね！

--ニコル

ps: I decided I'm not really sure what the katakana of my name really is . I'll try Ni-Kool . rather than Ni-Ko-Ru . per que ?

pss: Just checked . I guess it is more of ru . the number of times I tried to pronounce my name is too high :)) and too funny . (Changed it back to ニコル)

WeirdlyLongBreather?

ok just a quick breather . I can feel the stress . I've got no outlet right now . I feel fat . I feel stupid (didn't get to answer properly some questions during math) . I feel tired . anyways . Those are just feelings . I need to let go of them for now . so I just did . I can do a lot about the things I stated . except the stress part . I'm drinking tea right now for the stress and the fat part . but right now only the fat part is working . Tea usually relieves me of stress . but not right now so much . I feel really sleepy but I think I need to work on a lot of things right now . too many major subject home works . and I'm not even sure if I'm doing the right one . I actually wanna only go to sleep now rather than work on something that really isn't due tomorrow. I think I really need to ask someone about it . but I guess I don't have any ~.~ the classmates I have that I usually talk to only depend on me as well . I really don't know who to ask especially when I don't know what to do . wait . I said I would just take a breather . why the long post ? haha . thanks blogger for relieving me of some of the stress . You're really reliable on times like this :) I'll post maybe tomorrow the details of my drama on Mendez . haha I started the post but stopped halfway because of the internet connection there . Gosh I missed typing on a keyboard . haha thank you sister for letting me type on a laptop . (posted from sister's laptop and my fingers are typing like crazy right now.) I'm really sleepy now and I still don't understand what to do with Gaussian Elimination thingy on Math15 ~.~ zzz My tea's gone . I really feel tired now . I guess I'll just go to sleep . I have 7.3O class tomorrow . and It's 11 already . I guess its really true that nothing really enters the mind if you're too tired ~.~ 疲れた する。眠いです。おやすみなさいみんあ！

--ニコル