worldiscruel

I've been thinking a lot . of what I truly desire in life . everything seems to blur around me . and the future is still foggy . everything is still uncertain . so I just focused on things I noticed about myself since the start of the year . well to start . I did notice some bodily changes . I never used to sweat . one reason why leaving the house without a handkerchief was never a bother . but now . I seriously need to pack an extra shirt . I noticed that last Palaro . when I had to like go around the school a lot . its annoying to be a committee couz I was in the paper works committee . I like store 4 shirts for the fun of it on the first day of Palaro . I ended up using all of them for a day . so I wash all the clothes and the jersey itself . I kept wondering . why do I even have a jersey when im literally useless in sport combat ? Imma wimp . I hate oily stuff . even the slight grease on my face . maybe one reason why I hate pollution as well . don't worry . I love things as well you know . like . taking a bath after being plastered with dirt from the kesha's mouths . its a past time of theirs . which can be true or false . depending on their moods .