this sucks . I have 4 drafts on this blog . I hate drafts . but i've been . I don't know . busy I guess ? man I still hate that reason . being busy is not a reason for not blogging :| so anyways . one reason why is MathPlus I guess ? man this isn't a reason :| I have 2(?) blog posts with stories about my classmates at MathPlus . anyway effort took its toll and i luckily passed the frigid thing . weird actually . I was being pessimistic earlier and killing myself with the thought . "You are gonna fail . You are gonna fail . you are gonna fail" well . i wasn't expecting anything . but still I opened the site with the list of passing students in MathPlus . CTRL+F /fingerscrossed
i'm not boasting around . I just feel very fulfilled or something its a really happy thought . especially with domo patapon and Rapunzel on my background again . Infinite smiles from me again . not joking around with fake ones . anyways . I've been on infinite smiles since Elmo came along . but I do still feel like a maniac when i'm with him :)) my mind makes me do random stuff and I actually humiliate myself in front of him O.o what am I really doing ? i'm guessing . I'm showing him everything ? O.o my attitude ? but I still don't know everything about myself . I remember the dull moment I had thinking a way of describing myself during the interview I had today . it was kinda annoying to think of what to say . or how in the world do I even describe myself ? random words . random funny stories as well . the counselor was laughing at me when I was describing myself . I forgot what I said already O.o the only thing I remember was with the family and the future plans question and answer portion . anyway . I was weirding myself out again with the medical and dental stuff as well . I don't know if i'll do what they say with the glasses and the pasta thing couz I kinda don't want those things anymore ~.~ I will constantly keep losing eyeglasses again . uhm if ever the braces thing . anyway I won't remove it like frenkles or retainers but I still would have impaired voice due to obstruction of the object present on my mouth . it would be the remedy on the said problems . but I would be different again . plus on imperfections . plus on lower self esteem . and plus on pessimistic attitude . haha . whatever people say when they try to praise me . still feels like it isn't true . awkward . need to change ? tsk tsk . still have a lot to learn about myself :| btw my sisters and I have been watching Rio for like . infinite times . well I want to share . the DVD could be broken by now O.o haha poor DVD :)) I pity the object for being one of Madison's favorites :)) I still believe in her weird tendency to have obsessive wants on movies . and Tangled in between :D still love Tangled :D . I'm freakin tired and sleepy :|
BlogPostsHaveAlreadyFloodedMyBlog.:|
PS: I'll try to post my drafts tomorrow . except the wrath blog post . I'll die of karma .
MagicCanHappenInRio.(:
i'm not boasting around . I just feel very fulfilled or something its a really happy thought . especially with domo patapon and Rapunzel on my background again . Infinite smiles from me again . not joking around with fake ones . anyways . I've been on infinite smiles since Elmo came along . but I do still feel like a maniac when i'm with him :)) my mind makes me do random stuff and I actually humiliate myself in front of him O.o what am I really doing ? i'm guessing . I'm showing him everything ? O.o my attitude ? but I still don't know everything about myself . I remember the dull moment I had thinking a way of describing myself during the interview I had today . it was kinda annoying to think of what to say . or how in the world do I even describe myself ? random words . random funny stories as well . the counselor was laughing at me when I was describing myself . I forgot what I said already O.o the only thing I remember was with the family and the future plans question and answer portion . anyway . I was weirding myself out again with the medical and dental stuff as well . I don't know if i'll do what they say with the glasses and the pasta thing couz I kinda don't want those things anymore ~.~ I will constantly keep losing eyeglasses again . uhm if ever the braces thing . anyway I won't remove it like frenkles or retainers but I still would have impaired voice due to obstruction of the object present on my mouth . it would be the remedy on the said problems . but I would be different again . plus on imperfections . plus on lower self esteem . and plus on pessimistic attitude . haha . whatever people say when they try to praise me . still feels like it isn't true . awkward . need to change ? tsk tsk . still have a lot to learn about myself :| btw my sisters and I have been watching Rio for like . infinite times . well I want to share . the DVD could be broken by now O.o haha poor DVD :)) I pity the object for being one of Madison's favorites :)) I still believe in her weird tendency to have obsessive wants on movies . and Tangled in between :D still love Tangled :D . I'm freakin tired and sleepy :|
BlogPostsHaveAlreadyFloodedMyBlog.:|
PS: I'll try to post my drafts tomorrow . except the wrath blog post . I'll die of karma .
MagicCanHappenInRio.(:
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