bliss

this is so weird . for the first time in months . rain didn't comfort me while I'm crying . its just there at the background . as if it was an insignificant part of my life . it actually enhances the pain I am currently feeling . why in the world am I like this now ? :| I am slowly drifting into the darkness once more . this is the complete opposite of the blog in my drafts :| I'll let the darkness consume me tonight . I'll be ok .

Tonight

PS . mobile blog . to be edited