MelancholyII

Dear blog,
Maybe having friends doesn't fit for a person like me. I don't want to trust anymore. Because out of all the people who I believe wouldn't hurt me makes me feel most hopeless. I feel so empty like a shell. I even feel like I have no right to look at other people's eyes anymore. I have no friends. What else do I have left? I even feel like my sister hates me right now. What more do I have left? Do I go back? Just to have people around me doubt me? I feel like I'd rather not have close relationship ties anymore. I want to protect myself. I want to be alone.

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