悲しみ

sometimes there are just days when I feel like crying. And to tell, this is one of those days. One of those where you just break down and cry like an idiot. Gomen for not explaining. I just saw a baby picture of myself on facebook. I don't know why but I kinda mark myself as under appreciated nowadays. I feel soo sad, depressed and somehow uninspired. It's not because I'm lazy. It's because I feel like everything I do are futile attempts at life. I really feel stupid. But somehow seeing a picture of myself being posted really made me happy. It made me happy because the person who posted it normally teases me and stuff. It's not that I get pissed or something, it's just that I thought everyone was the same. Tho I still don't believe in fairy tales. I just love watching them. Ugh. Gotta go take a bath. It's 9.35 already ~.~ じゃね！

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