Game: The Who?

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ok because of my addiction to downloading videos/movies (tho I don't watch) the net has worn thin again. Still can't pay tho. So to all the others who depend on our net. Luck's not on your side. Especially now that I like downloading vids that are low on seeders. or videos from Dailymotion. I'm such a frustrated person ne? Tho I did watch Tangled and Frozen. I'm still a Tangled>Frozen person. Even if Tangled makes me remember someone I'm not supposed to. haha like an ex girlfriend (tho to make it more precise ex best friend?) ugh I hate this. I don't even know if I have the right to hate her for forgetting about me. anyways I was SMBac earlier today and looking at the stationery station of the Department Store. I was looking for a notebook or whatever so I can write her a letter. Weird right? a notebook for a letter? let me just say I know her personality and I know what would get her attention so I would write her a letter on a notebook. well you see most notebooks that are sold there are those recycled ones so I think she would use that. I would write the melodramatic letter I was having on my head. I hate having it on my head, that's why I need to write it already. I want to forget. Clearly she did already regarding our friendship ~o~ tho I don't know why she doesn't remove me in Facebook yet.

I bet your wondering "What the hell in the world we're you doing in SMBac? You went shopping?". For the record I was broke. It's funny that I only had 20 php on my wallet and I bought a 19php ballpen. I almost thought of walking all the way home, or at least until MCI. But then I remembered my iPad also stores money. I really don't know how to survive anymore ~.~ wait what was I saying again? . . . oh yeah I was in SMBac. I realised something a while ago. Jedd told me 2 months ago one of my hobbies was window shopping (funny how he was the one who pointed it out). Well I realised that window shopping actually has a therapeutic effect on me. Regarding stress I mean. I also realised how very little choices I have for relieving stress. Sometimes it helps to just randomly cry on the way home while walking on the streets. Provided you do it on non crowded streets or sometime after dark so you don't get too much attention. That helps. tho I don't know how to hide it when I'm at home already ~.~ ugh something to add to the list. I hope the net gets fast again. I feel horrible with the net slow again. It gets more and more lonely. oh by the way, did I ever tell you that I almost live alone now? well I have a "dormmate". She comes and goes as she pleases and unofficially puts me the maid. Well sure she does the laundry every Saturday. But that's just me being delusional. Her making me feel better. I don't bother cooking anymore. She won't eat it most of the time anyways. I just make myself if I feel like it as well. It feels really lonely blog. I wish sometimes you were a person or something o.o haha If you we're a person and we keep on playing this "the who" you'd know who I am talking about ne? haha じゃ I think I'll try to do some of the exercises on mymathlab.

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