They say in belief . throw away salt out of your house to chase away the bad luck . I say its time to get a new closet . Dispose of the past . I've left my old blog with 144 different memory streaks . memories I don't want to hold on to anymore . I don't want to cry anymore . I don't really know what to do . but I want to move forward . not wanting to go back . stopping myself from even wanting to . Hopefully tomorrow will be the start I have been waiting for . A start at college . somewhere I want to belong . somewhere I should be . I suddenly realized . Am I running away from the pain again ? from all the misjudgments and the labels I had before me ? I might be the real loser I was but I don't want to sleep with tears on my pillow anymore . I've had it with this drama . I'm going to sleep . I'm gonna start a new life tomorrow . Ill meet new people tomorrow . people who will stimulate my curiosity . people who have different perspectives . and tomorrow . I will be one of those people . I will be myself . and people should love me for who I really am . btw tomorrow my only problems will be my toothache and my sore throat . tomorrow will come . I wont make promises to only end up braking them . i will be
Sincerely,
MapúaGirl
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