Sir Jaycee really likes your name :"> haha おめでとうね！You have someone who adores you blog dear :)) I don't know why but I feel like I'm in a slump and I can't move forward. I need to man up! I need to do my best. Cheer for me blog dear! I just wanted to tell you as well that now a days I feel like I have Cinderella syndrome or something. Like I need to go to a virtual world when the clock strucks 12. I feel them on both 12's like on noon I need to work my hardest sometime after it and the other 12 I need to be in my fantasy land in blogs or books or fics. I feel like I'm a different me on different 12's or to be more precise its 9. The real times that my mind switches realities is at 9. I just used 12 for metaphors. 9 in the morning is the time I have to be serious and slap myself to leave the house. 9 in the evening is when I start to let go of my pen and procrastinate. I really feel like a person who has a lot of mental or psychological disorder -.- I constantly need to remind myself that I am a hard working student. Altho half the time I am not. I just need it to convince myself to work harder and not slack off. Anyways I am in fairy tale land right now and I need to let go of all this ideas out of me because honestly sometimes it also seeps to the other half of the time it's not suppised to be present (meaning I get I get mini fairy tale modes during the morning half). People of the world remind me please. And I think I'm gonna be a writer again because I need to dump all ideas out of my system. I think it gets to refresh my left brain when I drain the right one? Does that make sense? Anyways gotta go. I'm getting new stuff on my mind again. Ciao!
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