TermBreak

yo . im currently at Mendez right now . I was kinda hoping I get to extend play time . well . i honestly went here couz there were a lot of people at home currently . both keshas and lassenga and a visitor . kuya enyok ? Im not sure . but basically . I felt suffocated so I just went here . and also . ate mikee was soooooo busy . she always gets irritated :| . you asking for the reasons why here ? I dont get shouted at . my efforts are noticed . I sleep a lot here and I get playmates here . but also bebejhonna is busy . and jaybee isnt on his sembreak anymore . the world is getting so condemning lonely . the only thing I can play right now is smurf T.T anyway i forgot to mention im here couz its our term break :)) haha rawr . anyways . i am currently nervous and stuffed with thoughts of the results . I came here to forget . but no one's here to make me forget actually :| im just making myself fat again :)) anyways I wanna say that ive been having chocolate cravings for weeks already . stress was overflowing me and I felt like cramming my body with chocolate after that . anyway I wanna say i'm feverishly depressed because of the fact i was one hour late on the day of the finals . I feel like dying last monday :| I wanna die now . it was a food thing I was next to Jhek last monday and even when he was teasing me . I knew he was deeply concerned about me crying next to him . im still sad


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