My thoughts for him.

I wont break up with him just because he asked me to wait. He asked me to wait because he needs it. I told him it's fine for him to be selfish because more than anyone I know he needs to be selfish right now. I don't want to break up with him and include myself in the list of his disappointments. I don't think he can accept any more disappointments. I would rather wait and trust him. Than leave him and let him bear the pain alone. Even if I don't know what's happening with him, I hope I'm helping him in some way by being there and waiting for him.