UnnecessaryGuilt

if I had one wish for my birthday . I would really wish that people stop pretending to care when I know they don't . It sucks to pretend along with them . It's not that I don't trust my acting skills . its just . I really want them to stop . it makes me feel like shit all over . I know in fact how they don't care and they keep pretending . maybe  they need something from me . or I would need to do something for them . why can't they just leave me alone ? I want to be free from their unnecessary feelings of guilt or whatever for me . I won't be myself if I keep feeling something from them I hate this .