I realized I'm not really very friendly . I can honestly say that now . whenever I don't want to talk to someone . I just don't . I guess I really have problems getting along with people . lets list them shall we?
- I'm frank (both positive and negative)
- I keep quiet when
- I hate the topic
- I hate the speaker
- I feel offended
- I think there is nothing to talk about
- I get irritated easily
- I hate saying things wrong . so whenever there is something I want to thoroughly explain and feel like it would be misunderstood . I don't bother saying them most of the time . even if it is the so called rebuttal I have
But honestly there are times when I don't speak my mind . The reason may be confidence . to be honest I kinda hate being judged so I keep my mind to myself whenever I feel like some people don't think like me . I can say I have a complex mind . very complex . I guess
zodiaccity was right Virgos are better expressing themselves in written form rather than verbally . even if I do consider myself good in public speaking . ugh I hate myself
--NicoLe`
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