I have to admit . pretending to be strong is one of the hardest masks you have to use when acting . I hate acting tough when I always feel like crying . but what choice do I have anyways ? they're right anyways . game face on and accept the challenge . I am who I am . I guess don't need to follow someone else's shadow . I have to admit living up to my boyfriend's expectation is hard . but he told me to keep it at my own pace now . I admit I still feel left behind . but they still look back to check on me . I still feel alone a lot . The feeling I hate most . but I wont give up . I chose this . so I won't let go . hoping for the best .
I also wish my best friend does his best . Che I mean . He's my only chance of not feeling totally alone . even if he bullies me all term . I won't mind . It's still better having him there for me than having to take everything by myself .
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