Oath

hi blog . I can't hide the fact that i'm sad . life's been unfair and I feel like people are losing hope on me . like i'll be forced to live in another planet if I lose . but I don't want to quit . I wont give up . someone wants and needs me to stay . the reason i'm still doing everything despite wanting to quit . I don't want to disappoint him . I have to do 1OO% for myself and for him I guess . I made an oath with myself that I want so bad to fullfil :|

Dear God
I have no right to be angry at you or doubt you . may your decision be done . I will do my best for you . please guide me . dear God .


--Nicole`

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